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[02 Oct 2004|09:41pm] |
HEY YOU>
remember me?!!/
i bet you do. cuz im awesome.
but yo!
im back on eljay cuz i promised bella i would be :)
my new name is NOISE___THERAPY
add it hoes. you know you want to.
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[23 Jul 2004|12:18am] |
livejournal has pissed me off.
i dont konw why yet.but it has.
so i have migrated back to gj.
hate me if you will.
im keeping this journal.
so dont delete me please :)
ill post every once in a while.
if you have a gj comment on mine and ill add you.
I_shot_you___
i loves ju.
<3
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[16 Jul 2004|10:31pm] |
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im sorry. if you care.
i havent updated in a while.
yesterday was my 1 year and 6 months with stephen.
and it was great. im happy
tomorrow i get my emo glasses.
and i have a wedding to go to.
thenn my sisters going away party.
familys been here all week.
i saw white chicks tonight.
shit it was hysterical.
well im off.
<33
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[12 Jul 2004|03:18pm] |
I dont know sometimes.
some things can be both the greatest,
and the worst.
yo i got a gj. and the name is i_shot_you___
i dont know why but it is.
so if you have one add me.
its because im hot. haha.
yo. i love you bella.
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[09 Jul 2004|01:21am] |
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I cant sleep.
and therefore ive been thinking.
Stephen and I argue. a lot.
but I love him so much.
I care so much about him.
I'd do anything for him to be happy.
and I love this feeling.
When I'm with him everything is so great.
The whole world is perfect.
He makes me so happy.
He actually makes me feel like im worth something.
and I dont know. I just love this man.
And because I love him this much,
I know everything will be okay.
And therefore,
The arguments dont matter.
<3
New layout.
yo.
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[07 Jul 2004|09:28pm] |
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dude.
like whoa.
ha. it erased my other entry.
unless thatwas a dream.
well the 4th i went to the biltmore with brandon and stephen.
and we had these fuckin glasses.
and i saw lkke 5 of evrything.
and monday stephen came over.
and tuesday stephen came over.
and today i went to stephens.
ha but TOMORROW!!! i have no idea what im doing.
oh my god. my hair hurts
i can feel it growing.
jeez.
ddduuude.
NEW SCREENNAME: KISS MY WAFFLES
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[02 Jul 2004|11:40pm] |
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fabulous life of outkast. |
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so yeah my hair is freakin out man.
ive been bored all day.
my mother decided to go to lunch at the falls today
and decided not to tell me until ten minutes before.
and she told e she was taking me.
only god knows why.
so i had to go and shes like you go shopping while im here with my friend. and im like damn.
but i did.
and stephen has created a monster.
im dead.
god im fucking bored.
sunday im goibg to the biltmore with stephen and we are going to spend all day theere and watch fireorks and im excited.
tomorrow is the ghetto convention.
how hysterical.
who thinks i should go.
kchbkfhbdkf
.eghh.
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[01 Jul 2004|10:42pm] |
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hahaha. hmmm.
another great day.
yesterday was a great day. :)
59
yeah. hmm.
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[30 Jun 2004|11:55pm] |
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stephens my layout.
wootwoot.
and today and yesterday and monday were all ...amazing.
im so proud.
he likes the cure.
and we listened to it and fell asleep today.
and it was perfect.
and we have esp.
were sitting in spiderman and im thinking to myself
that i want him to tell me he loves me.
and the secondi thought tht,
he kisses my cheek and says.
"megan i love you."
and it was perfect.
and im happy.
and all is well.
finally.
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[29 Jun 2004|01:01pm] |
| not_so_koolaid's LJ stalker is goblin130! | | goblin130 is stalking you because they think you are the one who made anonymous abusive LJ comments. They are also deluded! |
LJ Stalker FinderFrom Go-Quiz.comhaha she does stalk me. hell she lives in my house. she knows everything about me... shes says shes my sister. dude. **shiver**
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[28 Jun 2004|04:07pm] |
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so i'm home.
send me your love.
TOMORROW BOTHE THE CURE AND ATREYU'S NEW ALBUMS ARE BEING RELEASED
you best be gettin them.
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[19 Jun 2004|08:40am] |
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so yeah.
my vacation sucks.
i have no idea what happened.
i just want to go home.
and i hate it because i should be enjoying everything with my family.
we broke up last night.
i called him about 1130, im sitting in the hotel hallway in my pjs,
and now its over.
and i really think this time is forever.
because for the first time he told me how much he loves me,
he said some of the greatest things to me,
and still said that he didnt want to be with me.
and every single nice thing he said was like a dagger.
So I dont know what to do.
He doesnt believe that I love him.
He doesnt trust me at all.
And that sucks because I know, if no one else does,
that ive never lied to him, I tell him everything and I've never done anything to purposely hurt him.
I f he can trust no one else he can trust me.
and he doesnt know it.
he never wants to speak to me again.
I deserve to be forgivin for the mistakes ive made over a year ago.
he would tell me that he does trust me again and everything is good
but then he ends it over something that happened over a year ago.
hes hurt me before
and i would never hold a grudge.
hes made so many promises to me that hes broken
and not once havei ever held them against him.
I just tried to understand what hes going through.
I've been trying for a long time now,
but this...
well, this i just dont understand and I never will.
I just wish...I dont know.
I wish i didnt fuck everything up.
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[18 Jun 2004|08:12pm] |
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eghh not such a great day up here in tallahassee.
i didnt feel like going to fsu today.
so i sat in the hotel.
and was so bored, shooting myself in the fucking face
would have been more fun.
Stephen really bothered me last night.
and its put a little bit of a damper on my whole day.
It sounded like he was mad at me for being out of town.
which makes no sense.
i probably just took it the wrong way.
but one thing he said that reallllyy bothered me was
"it always seems you leave me this time of year,
is there another guy this time also?"
and im likke,whoa take a step back...
and he was upset the rest of the night.
I dont know it othered me that I was making a long distance phone call
and all he could do was be mad at me.
i dont know. ill stop now.
i just...i miss him so much
and i hate it when hes upset at me.
dfgfjkhgjkfhjkbh
complain complain complain.
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[16 Jun 2004|09:24pm] |
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heyhey!! well, im in tallahasee.
yeah. joyous.
i wanna go home :-/
but eghhh that had a computer as you can see!
but itwont let me check my email.
i needa calling card.
gotta hit up my hoes yo.
well its really hott.
like me. haha joke.
well im tired and i feel like calling my love.
so i guess ill come back later.
kisses :):)
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[15 Jun 2004|11:50pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZZY!!!
kisses.so im leaving for north carolina tomorrow.
for two weeks. so i wont be updating. :-/
i dyed my hair black today.
blackkkkk. like myself.
its 17 months with stephen.
and even though we fight and hurt eachother i know he loves me.
and ill miss him. a lot
yo check out my user info its magical.
VAMANOS!
byees ill see ya in 2 weeks.
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[15 Jun 2004|01:17am] |
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its strange.
i dont doubt for a second that he loves me.
but it gets hard to believe,
when he says he never wants to speak to me again.
and everything was so beautiful.
happy 17 months
Da Ch1no: forever starts now
not so ko0laid: funyy. i thought forever just ended
Da Ch1no: i guess so.
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[14 Jun 2004|12:04pm] |
so today is my brothers 20th birthday.
hmm. woop.
i went shopping this morning.
i bought the norma jean album
woop.
OH MY GOD
i bought a tmnt watch.
it has interchangeable straps.
its fabulous.
sexysexy.
i bought a pink bob marley shirt.
im not sure if it fits right.
well see.
uhhh im leaving wednesday for north carolina.
woot.
well im out i wanna see bella.
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[12 Jun 2004|11:58am] |
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so yeah.
im so happy its summer.
ive been having so much fun.
tuesday night my sister graduated :)
and evryday since has been so much fun.
everything is going good great.
lets see...today i will be going to lovely sarahs
for a movie day. wootwoot.
im inthe mood for a wierd movie.
one that makes you think.
like 'Pi' or something.
hmm. well, THE CURE IS JULY 24TH
katrina, sarah and bella you are going with me.
tickets went on sale this morning.
wootwoot
59 dollars i think.
tell me if youre going.
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[10 Jun 2004|11:32pm] |
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I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
everything is good.
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[07 Jun 2004|02:08pm] |
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things are okay.
tomorrows the last day of school.
wootwoot.
uhh yeah well.
stress level is going down...
finals are almost over.
i passed math wootwoot.
just waiting for the news.
hopefully good news.
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